I think I am a prime example of someone who lets fear control their life. I rarely go after things I want for fear of looking stupid or failing miserably. That’s no way to live life and I have been making a conscious effort to rid myself of doubt, anxiety, and any thought of me not being deserving of something I want. I went out for a position at work that I have been too intimidated to apply for in the past. The interview didn’t go as well as I would have liked but I walked out of that room extremely proud of myself. I wanted something and I went for it. Even if I don’t get the job it made me realize that the only one getting in my way is myself. The constant fear and anxiety I walk around with is slowly falling away the more I step out of my comfort zone.
This world can be a scary place if you let it, but it can also be beautiful and everything you could have ever hoped for.

Eep! Can’t wait for Halloween. I’m slowly planning a dinner party with all the best fall foods and movies.

Eat Pray Love

I’m having to give up things in order to further my career. Sometimes it’s hard to not be able to go out with friends but right now I can’t let my work suffer for one night of fun. Work hard now, play later.

Finished up with my morning workout and now time for some oatmeal.  Getting back into the swing of things and I feel great.

Finished up with my morning workout and now time for some oatmeal. Getting back into the swing of things and I feel great.